women are complicated. i love complex displays of characters. but the thing is, when your life is crashing down around you, you make smart, sensible decisions to secure a future. not lie constantly and put other people in danger. she was a terribly written character and everyone else was a mess. the thing is, the acting is so good becuase they're all talents. at first i liked it but when i realized this show is hell bent on making everyone annoying and the female lead an unbearable human being (like literally, i couldn't even look at her) i gave up

then i saw that ending lmao. i'm so over this. when women are written as strong and crazy while their lives fall apart but they fail to deliver an engaging story arc and either redemption or consequences...i can't deal. it's impossible to be an unchanging force and have others bend for you when it literally makes no sense. seriously like was she made out of gold?