Planning to watch this is like signing up for 10 Eps of misery, sadness and depression willingly 😶

This was a heavy watch. It constantly revolved around thoughts of death, sickness and sufferings. Each character was miserable in their own life, it was gut wrenching to watch at times.

I felt so many emotions like grief, pain, forgiveness, unrequited love, hopelessness and healing.

✅ I really like the acting of all the characters, especially Zhang Zhe Kai, I really felt that man was sick, the tiredness and pain in his eyes conveyed his suffering so well.

✅ I personally was invested in all the stories, the main and side. It shattered my heart to bits each time.

❌ The story LIKE it was sad but I didn't get the whole point of the MAIN storyline, the writer kept introducing surprising twists but when you step back and look at the big picture its pretty dumb and unnecessary. It's like writer is trying to throw all possible complications to make the story more miserable forcefully 👾

This was a major drawback, which absolutely, made no sense to me at least;)

Anyways, the side stories were engaging as well, so I didn't mind, the music was sad (just like the drama)

By the end of the show, I had an extremely uneasy and anxious feeling and felt low for two whole days, no joke. The colour grading of the drama is very gloomy and on the darker side which makes it even more depressing.

So, overall if you wanna make yourself CRY, go watch it☺️