I dropped this because of the love line. you were rejected and kept being friends with her anf in those 12 years she could npt possibly be single.. so you kept your singlehood and feeling even though she is with other guys. then you become a doormat again when she asked you to get married with agenda.. for some people and female viewers , it may sound like sweet story .. it is not.. it unhealthy and makes you someone with zero pride and self respect