Sirry Usly:
Chapter 47 is why I say that XY loved all three of them. Jing, XL, and Xuan. Before Jing and XL there was only Xuan. And even when she slowly started to let those two (XL unwillingly and unknowingly) into her heart, Xuan was still always the most important to her. She'd do anything for him. He was everything to her. But XY didn't want the same fate as her grandmother and mother. She didn't want a man she had to share with a bunch of women and she didn't want to fall for a man who was the enemy of her family. I sometimes wonder what Xuan and her life would have looked like had they gotten married.
Yes, I think all 3 have a special place in her heart, Xuan being the first one. Practically and being realistically, Jing is the right choice for her. Yes, she doesn't want to be in the same position as her mom and grandmother. As emperor, his priority is the kingdom and sharing him with other women is also a negative. XL is the enemy for her family.
Katelyn Arshi:
Yes, I think all 3 have a special place in her heart, Xuan being the first one. Practically and being realistically, Jing is the right choice for her. Yes, she doesn't want to be in the same position as her mom and grandmother. As emperor, his priority is the kingdom and sharing him with other women is also a negative. XL is the enemy for her family.
Yes, I couldn't agree more. That is why 'Lost you forever' although not the original title, is the perfect English title.
More bits from chp. 47 ish about the promise they made:
Xiao Yao: "When Grandmother died, we vowed before my mom, your mom, Auntie Ju Li, we promised them that we would always take care of each other, together and never apart.
I did it, but you didn't!
Gege, you didn't do it!"
Zhuan Xu: "I know I didn't do it, but it's not because I helped kill Jing.
It's because I was wrong from the very beginning! I should have never used you as a chess piece.
I shouldn't have given you to Jing in order to get the help of the Tu Shan and Chi Sui clans.”
While this is going on, they are both sucking poisonous honey from flowers XY prepared so they can die together. Together and never apart.
This is going to be so hard to watch. I'm already crying reading and thinking about the scenes. 💔💔💔😭😭😭 He will literally make us cough out blood with the heartbreak and anguish.
This is going to be so hard to watch. I'm already crying reading and thinking about the scenes. 💔💔💔😭😭😭 He will literally make us cough out blood with the heartbreak and anguish.
When I first read it I cried so much. I'm hoping the show captures this well. Ik with censorship they had to change things but I really hope they don't change this stuff. I've seen the trailers and the small clip with them in the forest place looks like of different so...I'm nervous.
mparthur:
Chapter 26 where CX and XY were drinking together, XY declared thather husband could not have another woman. CX was totally in despair.
Bravo! She won’t be adding herself to any man’s tool box or trophy collections. She has a much stronger personality than all of them and loves from the bottom of her heart. I give Jing and XL better scores on falling in love than CX. You have one heart how can you give it to a person with no heat?
