i think it may be a combination of all these factors
* The show is going to end soon.
* maybe i have fallen for fu Yao , but since she is a fictional character and won't be real so it hurts more? [This does feel weird though]
* cause I want to be like fu Yao , but never be like her?
* or is this a long earning feeling to go to this fictional world to meet all these characters?
anyone felt the same way as i did when watching the series?!!!