I had to wait two weeks to actually get to…

I had to wait two weeks to actually get to write something about this episode, but here I am!I'm still not really sure if I'm actually ready to say anything, but I'm better than two weeks ago for sure!I felt like I was intruding most of the time while watching this episode, when I read it was going to be a 18+ episode, I didn't know what to expect but I really liked it in the end.The scenes were intimate, but I kinda felt they were shot in a sweet and gentle (?!) way. They were obviously spicy and 18+, but they felt so important and not just fanservice...The way it all was consensual, that was so precious to me, and the fact they stopped to actually talk about important matters in their relationship before doing the do...I loved it!I've read spoilers about the whole thing about the document and Kuea's property being transferred to Lian, so I'm not concerned about that part as much as I would be if I didn't know anything at all. I loved the scene with Foei and knowing that it was "improvised" makes it even more fun to watch for me! Kuea is still a little wary of everything, he still has his fears, it is not easy to change your perspective rapidly, so it is normal, but I'm so happy he has Jay and Diao to bring him back to reality when he need it! Speaking of Diao... I love him! I'm so sorry he is in pain right now, but I love the way he knows what he want and what he deserves and expres it to Yi. Yi has no idea what to do and how to deal with the situation, he is clearly in pain. He can't go on with his relationship with Diao, he is stuck in whatever incident happened in the past. Hopefully we will get to know more about it! They left me in pain... The phone call between Diao and Nuea and the conversation Lian and Yi had is important to show their different friendship's dynamic, I really loved it! But now let's talk about the other two people who brought me immense joy in this episode! Syn and Nuer! Nuer fell first, Syn as no idea he already fell! They were so precious im this episode! It was great to discover something more about Syn, I always found him interesting! It is cute to see their interaction! I really can't wait anymore for the next episode to be out... These two weeks have been unbearable!

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Five Stars

For fucks sake... This episode tried so hard to unalive me, I think it actually succeeded for a few seconds here and there... DAMN!Let's just talk about it following a "chronological" (?!) order, because if I start screaming about the last scene now, I'll never be able to talk about anything other than that!The episode starts exactly where the previous one left us, and Kuea make it pretty clear to Nuer that he is not really interested in his flirt attempt.But little nuisance apparently exists to create problems on purpose, so he just insert himself in his work group!He is making Syn loose his shit and I'm enjoying it so much, I know I shouldn't but I really want to witness the moment things between Nuer and Syn will start! 👀I think they will try to kill each other before that moment happens, so it is going to be an experience!It was fun to watch Kuea getting "abducted" by his friends to go talk about Nuer somewhere else. They are all such good friends, the moment in which they tried to help Kuea with Lian was so funny I had to stop multiple times not to die of laughter, nearly lost a lung! PUHAHAHAHAThey are such a mess, but they all love each other ao dearly it is cute! Lian and Foei were so damn amused.Well... Speaking of those two... That scene were Lian is in office and remembered the kiss he gave to Kuea and touched his lips and generally being in such a good mood, was so sweet! Foei adding his craziness to the moment made it even more special, I couldn't stop laughing and experience tender feelings!Another thing that made me feel so tender was the scene between Diao and Yi! That's the only scene we see of them together in this episode, but it was so sweet. Diao is ok with not cutting Yi out of his life, but he wants something in return. He wants Yi to be more present in his life, he was a little of his time, which seems pretty reasonable.Yi does not take it so well, considering the fact that next time we see him, he is drunk at Pentagon... We see a little more of his and Lian's friendship. I really loved to see that! I'm scared to know all the true about what happened between him and Diao, but I also want to know so bad, it has been inted a few times now, but I don't know how much it will take them to reveal it!Between Lian and Kuea things started going a little better every time they see them together, it was a crescendo!An amazing crescendo, that found its climax in the final scene.I watched that scene 3 times now and I think I will watch it at least another time before going to sleep!It starts so lovely with Lian's preparing breakfast and Kuea wanting to help him, so domestic and cute and then Kuea messes up which, as a person who doesn't know how to cook, understandable! And Lian's being tge mess that he is yells at him out of preoccupations alone, no anger or anything. He is just part of that percentage of the population of the world that yells at you when they are scared for your safety which, (again) as part of that percentage too, understandable!Kuea obviously read it wrongly because he doesn't have the right information to read Lian's behavior, as it is clear from the start of the story, and think he messed up and that he is not perfect enough and shows all his insecurities in vulnerability, using Diao's technique. He start crying and sais that now he gets why Lian does not love him, which we perfectly know is not the true, not at all.Lian panic! He is the one who thinks he messed up now, and react in the way we've already seen him react once when Kuea sais he doesn't love him, which is kiss him.He has no idea how to properly express himself with words, so he lets actions speak for him. I've seen that kiss scene 3 times amd for 3 times I cried, I will probably cry every time I'll watch it. It is just too perfect. I've seen many analysis om Tumblr that explains how important it is much better than I feel I would be able to express right now, so I will leave you to them until I get enough rational to talk about it with the right eyes and words!I'm so excited for next episode to air!

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It seems like I will not be able to catch…

It seems like I will not be able to catch breath while watching this drama... So many things in one episode, it is so great! I actually hope they'll continue this way. 🤞🏻Am I wrong or Lian's house (which is amazing by the way) is the same house used in "Don’t say no!", I haven't watched that drama yet, but I've seen many GIF and edits, and it seems the same to me!In this episode we see Kuea getting a little bolder while interacting with Lian, and Lian being warmer towards Kuea and he tease him a lot!He is pushing him so much to reveal his true self!That security cam scene made me laugh so much! PUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAThings seem to go a lot better also between Diao and Yi! 🥺❤️This all things they all have going on about "responsibility vs. feelings" is so damn frustrating, but I like it a lot too!My boy Jay is playing matchmaker and he so successful at that, he is also having the time of his life and making important deals! I want to be like him!The ending of this episode pissed me off, but not in a bad way, if you know what I mean! I loved the fact that it ended that way, I like how things are going, but I also want to throw hands with Nuea SO BAD!What is he trying to achieve?!I NEED TO KNOW!

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Understandable

This drama is going to make me go crazy! It is so damn funny! PUHAHAHAHAMy boy Sichol is just trying to survive, his boss is totally crazy and he has to deal with it somehow...Which is unfortunately totally understandable!Also idiot me thought he was going to be a love interest of some kind, turns out he just wants a job! RELATABLE!The scenes between Aioun and Nawee have been my reality check on the whole "Sichol is the love interest" situation.That bathtub scene confuses me... It doesn't follow any logic or science, it just exists. Which is great!Nawee acting like that to hide his shyness was both cute and absolutely annoying, Aioun is not having any of that!Older brother vibes!

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AMAZING!

Ooooh~ it looks like every episode is going to get more and more interesting as we go on!I like that! 👀We are getting to know our boy Shiro and his relationship with his sister Rion a little better, their scenes were so cute. I loved the children who played their younger counterparts!We will probably discover something more about Ichiro too, especially thanks to the appearance of Chika, I don't know how important she'll be as a character, but I really like her. She seems really sweet, but is she really?!I have trust issue!Her stalker surely helped are understand how different Shiro and Ichiro works and the possible difficulties this could create in the future.See them actually getting to work on the case together was amazing, I think I'm gonna love this part of their relationship, as much as the more sentimental one!Those scenes the have together in which Shiro takes care of Ichiro and the emotions he portrayed and the one in which Ichiro nearly touched Shiro' tattooed back...WOW!LOVE EVERYTHING!

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FOR FUCKS SAKE!

My man Pat actively searched for death in this episode, just to get a chanche to stay with Pran, and even though it was very stupid of him, I loved it!My man Pran is running away from him at any possible time, until it is impossible for him to continue do so, and in that moment things happen!There were a few scenes that I'll probably re-watch multiple times until the day I'll die! And then I'll request them to be played at my funeral!The scene at the market was great, but the next one at the beach, and then THE LAST ONE AT THE BEACH?!For fucks sake!Perfect depiction of aesthetically pleasing pain caused by #Idiots in Love!✨Fantastic!✨Wai scares me and I hate their parents, but not even that could take away my happiness!

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Why was this episode created to destroy me inside?!

What the hell guys?! Why do you always ends up in the hospital? You are even worse than me at living safely...Guys the face Wu Yan did when she was trying to buy clothes for Nian Qin and she read theprice of the things he usually seems to wear, was amazing! Exactly the kond of face I do whenever I go shopping! Her friend reaction instead was priceless!Me and my friends going to shopping together.Xiao Lu is adorable, even though she did that. It was wrong what she did, but it didn't make me dislike her. It just made me even more curious about the whole family situation they have! And it makes me sad she also has to endure all of that!She tried to ask for help from Wu Yan, but she offered an extremely accurate psychological analysis of his boyfriend instead... Not exactly the help she needed, but good to know!Have I ever told you that I love Wu Yan's roommate?!Because I do! I really do!Cheng Yi, you are amazing sweetie!That scene where Wu Yan's talking at the phone with her mom got me crying... 😭Damn! Why is she not telling anything about what's going on?Speaking about not telling things to Wu Yan...I knew I fight was going to happen, but... DAMN! What was that?And that phone call between Nian Qin and Wu Yan's mother... Why was this episode created to destroy me inside?!Reading together or to one another as a couple has always been one of my dreams... Why are they depicting a lot of my couple goals in this drama?! Why are you doing this to me?!

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Both of them are iconic!

Being the perfect union of Nian Qin and Wu Yan's characters I kinda get them both!I love Wu Yan because she is a huge troublemaker! Whatever she does, could both make her life thousands of times better or completely worsen her situation... Iconic!Nian Qin is obviously growing more and more interested in this chaotic and slightly annoying girl that keeps stalking him, but he is extremely annoyed by her behavior.I really love them both!Honorable mention to Xiao Wei! Poor little angel that they ended up co-parenting basically! My poor little third wheel... She deserves the best!That ending destroyed me!They were warming up to each other in such a sweet way, I nearly cried during the phone call scene and then they just close the episode in that way!With past knocking on the door and childhood trauma getting in the way...Damn!At least in this episode we see a lot of sweet moments... Bless them!I also kinda forgot for a little about the whole band thing, revolving her friends! I hope we'll get to see more about them! They are just figures without a name at the moment, I'd like to, at least, put a name each one of them! 🙏🏻A thing that always makes me cry out of laughter is Nian Qin's reaction whenever Wu Yan starts singing...He is like "Oh my God I love you, but please SHUT THE FUCK UP!"Priceless! 🙏🏻

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Four Stars

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS EPISODE!I can’t- just- WOW!The more we see about Wei Wuxian the more I love him. He is brilliant!Even though I’m still mostly confused about what is going on, I’m starting to (very slowly) understand things, and that allows me, to fall in love with the other characters too! 🙏🏻There are a lot of emotional scenes in this episode too, and that’s exactly what I search in stories normally, so this is perfect for me.The flute scene is just amazing! I don’t even know how to express my feelings…Thinking about it… I really want to know more about that Wen Ning. I don’t know I feel like he could be someone I would like…

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